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About Me Member Emotional Poet SoUlOfBeAuTyJ4u17/Female/United States

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Little Sister

it almost seems like yesterday that you were here with me, like nothing could go wrong, us children were free;
down the hole our family leapt, a secret with which our mother kept;
addiction one she was on the floor, addiction two she becomes a whore;
round and round, the rumors went, how mommys money had been spent;
her waist grew thin, and her room would spin, so only she could see;
across the room into the hall, she ran to make another call;
baby sister, close your eyes, and we will sing your lullabies;
mommy's okay, don't be afraid, shes only sleeping, for the rest of the day;
little

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Your Valentinei feel empty inside, from the tears that i hide;
you dont see but, it's you that i need;
you built me up, you broke me down, i guess i'm used to being thrown around; you were different, but maybe not, you chose her, made my broke heart stop;
i felt it inside me, growing so big, took the meds, another farewell to bid;
to think i trusted you, to think i care, after all this bullshit, why do i dare; i thought it was over, the way i felt, look whose laughing, no more pain is felt; i cant stop writing, but theyre only words, listen closer, do you hear the chords;
music playing, over again, the g Your Valentine
by ~SoUlOfBeAuTyJ4u

The Unfinished LifeSo on goes the train with the crooked tracks. And on goes your mother, thats addicted to crack. You count back minutes, seconds and years, no way of control all of these tears. You're hearts stops beating, from fast to no pulse. On goes these feelings, as he beats you to a pulp. Tying your hair back, as the razor blade slides, you proove to your daddy you can't handle his lies. Depression sets in as you go through his lies, cheating and lying, never saying goodbye. Trust worthy, untrue, we are bonded, like super glue. Hold on, dont let go, you'll be fine, you let them know. Spur of the mom The Unfinished Life
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Mocking BirdMostly vulnerable, mainly weak, it was everything you were to me. A memory comes, a memory goes, but we can’t stop this feeling, so low. Call me a quitter, and call me a game, this shit is over, we’re done being played. Story time and here’s my rhyme, fuck this life, not racing time. Guess whose dying, who gave in, count to a hundred, it’s your game to win.
If you ask her, and she says no, don’t come back, please let the feelings go.
I’m sick of crying, done with the wait, I won’t just sit around, to be fooled and be played.
You say I know you, but does she, I gue Mocking Bird
by ~SoUlOfBeAuTyJ4u

CondemnedLoving you throws me out of place, in a mirror, there's someone elses face;
Numbing hands, and ice cold pants, frozen over, it's your last chance;
Shivers all through your spine, steal the moment, 'cause we're losing time;
Growing up, way too fast, no rewinds, don't forget the past;
Take a number, time to choose, turn the lights out, you pick and lose;
Confuse your heart a little more, forget you morals, become their whore;
Brand new image, not too bad, fake your anger, then take it back;
Heart is throbbing, now my head is too, I'm trying to remember, but all I see is you;
Take a shot, a Condemned
by ~SoUlOfBeAuTyJ4u

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As Fate Would Have It
by *MsCrys

HopelessI woke up to coffee and cigarettes To rouse me from my dreams (my dreams)- Of you that make me so sad Because I know they will never be Why can't I just realize And why can't I just see Why can't I just see
That it's hopeless to think of you As anything but a friend It's hopeless to dream of you Will you be with me til the end? No no no That it's hopeless to think of you As anything but a friend It's hopeless to dream of you Will you be with me til the end?
When I woke up to coffee and cigarettes My life was not spiraling down ( Hopeless
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things to do before i die <3

Fri Mar 13, 2009, 11:40 AM

Mood: I Have To Pee
Listening to: stuff

1. Fall in love with the most amazing guy ever. [ ]
2. Get married and stay together through it all. [ ]
3. Meet someone famous. [X]
4. Become friends with all my enemies. [ ]
5. Get a REALLY GOOD job. [ ]
6. Have a kid/kids. [ ]
7. Do something miraculous for someone who needs it most. [ ]
8. Make a stranger's day a little better. [ ]
9. Over come my greatest fear. [ ]
10. Write a book. [ ]
11. Write a song. [ ]
12. Live only for the thought of living for one day. [ ]
13. Go to a different country. [X]
14. Get back everything i ever lost. [ ]
15. Stay happy for longer than a month. [X]
16. Believe in something more than who we are. [ ]
17. Get completely hammered for an entire weekend. [X]
18. Get my nose peirced. [ ]

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Current Residence: Tolland
Interests: Writing, singing, keyboard..
Favourite movie: RENT
Favourite band or musician: The All-American Rejects
Favourite genre of music: All of it.. music = life
Favourite artist: Leonardo da Vinci
Favourite poet or writer: Robert Frost
Favourite photographer: Evelyn Hymas
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Shell of choice: happy
Wallpaper of choice: pink
Skin of choice: doesn't really matter
Favourite game: Twister!
Favourite gaming platform: N64, old school
Favourite cartoon character: Garfield!
Personal Quote: life is like a book with no story, every day we write a new page. <3
Tools of the Trade: pencil and old fashion paper

Website: http://www.myspace.com/miszy
Email: jlos1990@netscape.net
AIM: woah hoe x3

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*MsCrys Mar 17, 2009, 6:36:36 PM

Thanks for the

of As Fate Would Have It. I'm glad you like it.

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"The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes." - Marcel Proust

~poeticwonder May 5, 2008, 3:46:33 PM

thank you,

~jaminix Aug 31, 2007, 10:49:20 AM

Not been on in a while just saying hi and that your piece on the story of your life was really moving.

xo

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-Give me a reason to believe that you're gone, I see your shadow, so I know, they're all wrong-

~SoUlOfBeAuTyJ4u Aug 31, 2007, 3:15:40 PM

thanks so much

I havnt been in the writing mood latley so ive yet to finish it..

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I never believed you enough to trust you..
I never trusted you enough to love you..
and now that no longer have you..
i believe you.. and now that i trust you..
i love you..

[[Because he never even existed.. </3]]

~Metalize88 Aug 22, 2007, 5:33:32 PM

hey malissa
Thanks!

~jaminix Aug 13, 2007, 12:32:14 PM

i really like your poetry! thanks for putting it on here! xo

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-Give me a reason to believe that you're gone, I see your shadow, so I know, they're all wrong-

~SoUlOfBeAuTyJ4u Aug 13, 2007, 12:38:44 PM

thanks lol, and no problem writing is my way of letting it all out. <3 xo

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I never believed you enough to trust you..
I never trusted you enough to love you..
and now that no longer have you..
i believe you.. and now that i trust you..
i love you..

[[Because he never even existed.. </3]]

~wordcutouts Mar 18, 2007, 4:39:26 PM

ahh thank you for all the comments and things!

~SoUlOfBeAuTyJ4u Mar 22, 2007, 2:29:52 PM

no prob love ur stuff

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I never believed you enough to trust you..
I never trusted you enough to love you..
and now that no longer have you..
i believe you.. and now that i trust you..
i love you..

[[Because he never even existed.. </3]]

~Insanity-of-Flames Mar 3, 2007, 7:50:18 PM

why do you have all of them hidden?

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~My insanity is were i rest~
"And Shepherds we shall be
For thee, my Lord, for thee.
Power hath descended forth from Thy hand
Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands.
So we shall flow a river forth to Thee
And teeming with souls shall it ever be

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